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moving + important test, all at the same time :(

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 6, 2008, 4:59 PM


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Well, the tittle explains and honestly my mind is about to explode.
After 11 years living in the same place we will move out and that's at the same time when I have the big test.

I want to go the art school badly and learn more of course and it's clear you have to do a 5 hours test plus with a small interview. It's all in march and if fail the test, I don't know what I will think about it. The test is on 31th march. I have such bad feelings and i'm pessimistic and afraid that I have not enough time to make more drawings to show it. Even my last drawing sucked, how should I feel good about it? Well the school is only one year anyways but I need that diplom if i want a good job.
5 hours test.....who wouldn't be afraid about it? I even had a nightmare last week, and it was about me doing that test.

I hate to move out....seriously :(







Thank you

Well as always, I wanna thank all the people that support me and that you check my gallery once a while. Especially those artists I really like. ^^ :heart::heart: Thanks!
What I don't get why "Gothic Darkness" has the most faves, which I find it totally sucks. =P But that's just me...

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Thank you for the feautures

Wanna thank also for the features :hug::
Thank you so much :iconbloodylady: for featuring "beautiful dream" [link]
Wanna thank :iconsombrefeline: for featuring "gothic darkness" [link]
And wanna thank :iconshinydragonfly: so much for featuring "follow me" and "gothic darkness" [link]



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  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Music...<.<..that sounds daaaark. Muahaha
  • Reading: Across the Nightingale Floor (thanks amor ^^)
  • Watching: At the time, since it's damn late :P
  • Playing: Can't use my PS2! *cries once again*
  • Eating: not hungry..
  • Drinking: Water? The best! ^^

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I wish you many many luck for your test! You can do it!! ^^
:hug:

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"there is nothing that we know
just watch the magic flow"
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Aww thank you dear, I don't know if I have chance or not.
It's 5 hours long...arghh!
=P Oh well..

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Free your beautiful mind :blackrose:
5 hours... :O
I really hope you can go to the art school. You draw great, you deserve it!
But indeed it's not easy to get the studie. At least not in the Netherlands. Some amazing talented people don't even can go to the art school :worry: But that doesn't mean they draw worse ^^

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"there is nothing that we know
just watch the magic flow"
^___^
Good that you get me. I'm afraid that they dont like my drawings.
But you know what, there are only 2 art schools and they are heck expensive. Good that I got help by that but yet I If pass, the materials gosts alot. :(
I hate tests, I'm afraid to get a a blackout.

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Free your beautiful mind :blackrose:
:clap: :hug: :boogie: :glomp: Go Concordea!!!
So. Does that help? ^^ I'm not good at cheering people but I try

:meditation: and stay calm for your test. That's the best you can do ;)

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"there is nothing that we know
just watch the magic flow"
^___^
=P lol
Don't know if that helps, I have yet 24 days left.
Now that I remember, one week before the test, they will send me a homework to do. That scares me too. :(

I'm calm.....yet =P But thx :heart:

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Free your beautiful mind :blackrose:
you're welcome ^^

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"there is nothing that we know
just watch the magic flow"
^___^
:hug:

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Free your beautiful mind :blackrose:
5 hours tests is hard. I often had 5 hours compositions and it's... long and at the same time too short :D
Good luck for the future :fingerscrossed:

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Your corset is your armour, lace it tightly, breathing is unimportant
Emilie Autumn

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